But don't have time to update.
Therefore I'm announcing updates shall be made when I have done with some stuff.
Grrr.
I feel like updating.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Posted by © b lo o d y h o n e y 2 8 at 12:33:00 AM 1 comments
A stain that never comes off.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
And we're all dead now.
And we'll love again,
We'll laugh again,
We'll fly again,
and we'll dance again.
...And it's better off this way.
So much better of this way.
Posted by © b lo o d y h o n e y 2 8 at 3:46:00 AM 0 comments
Maaf Zahir & Batin
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
It seems like a trend to me; something to be said to complement Hari Raya wishes with zero actualization and sincerity.
And some people think they can get away with what they do then, on Hari Raya. I really don't get it.
Tak paham how apologies are now commercialized.
It should be done truthfully, face-to-face, with manners and realization of one's mistake. It is not something like hit and run.
Where is the sanctity?
Posted by © b lo o d y h o n e y 2 8 at 3:32:00 AM 2 comments
Peluang
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Sebanyak manakah peluang yang boleh diberi?
Dulu, aku dah beri peluang. Keadaan masih sama. Tak berubah. Makin kritikal.
Sebut saja: pengkhianatan, penipuan, dibelakangkan, dicerca dari belakang...; semua itu aku dah rasa. Tak payah lama. Dua tahun pun sudah mencukupi untuk aku rasa semua ni.
Dulu aku boleh beralah, buat bodoh; kononnya menerima sikap sahabat-sahabat sebegini. Tapi lama-lama, tipis sabar aku.
Nak peluang lagi? Entah la, dah tawar hati sangat-sangat. Dah mintak maaf? Pakai apa? SMS? Surat yang dihantar melalui orang lain?
Hatta nak bercerai pun kena depan-depan. Lagi la nak mintak maaf.
Tapi pokoknya bukan maaf yang ditagih. Cuma hati aku dah tak ada ruang untuk kawan-kawan macam ni. Cukup lah; puas aku bodohkan diri, menjaga hati, mencuba untuk merasa situasi ni menurut perspektif mereka. Mereka macam tu juga.
Sebanyak manakah peluang yang boleh diberi?
Sebanyak mana sekeping hati boleh menelan dan menafikan apa yang mereka buat?
Posted by © b lo o d y h o n e y 2 8 at 11:06:00 PM 3 comments
Meatless Hands.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Posted by © b lo o d y h o n e y 2 8 at 2:03:00 AM 0 comments






