Change

It's pretty baffling that when you have changed, people suddenly think there shouldn't be any change. When things were not up to their expectations, they demanded for change.

I have changed, yet again; in certain aspects. People called me childish, controlling, lazy, arrogant, spoilt, etc when they don't actually put themselves in my shoes, when they don't go through what I have gone through. However, I changed. I want to make people happy.

Still, people give me double-standard treatments.

It makes me wonder, if there is still anything wrong with me.

I'm not mad or angry. I'm just sad. Sad because I have so much faith in people, yet people don't even care.

Perhaps lying has become a part of them.

"We must be the change we want to see."
- Mahatma Gandhi.

I wish you were right, Gandhi, because it doesn't seem to be so for me now.