Maal Hijrah 1431

Greetings and a Happy Maal Hijrah to everyone. It's another new year to look forward to. I'm not big on new year's resolutions but I think this year I hope there are things I can fix, and there are great surprises for me (and I don't mean surprises that will once again break me).

What do I want? Well, inspired by a housemate's note of her new year's resolutions, I guess what I want is pretty much similar. I want to strengthen my prayers, and try not to delay. Pray more, ask more of His help to assist me in my roller-coaster life, and perhaps gain a better vision of people's true intentions.

If X-Men were real, I would have offered to be some mind-reading mutant, but since it's not, I have to pray that I won't be blinded easily by sweet gestures, fake smiles, demure facades, and words of lies. My back is hurt due to too much backstabbing, alright?

I am praying, in addition, that I have a stronger heart. I know many people said I am strong enough but still, I want an adamant heart. I want a stronger sense of self-value, and a stronger resistance towards unnecessary things, and irrelevant people who are never worth my time. I want both brains and brawls.

Other than that I guess I pray for overall happiness for my family, and people that I love. May my beloved best friends find peace and happiness, and something to realize about now that another year is gone. I love them.

I am praying for this blessed connection I manage to sustain with so many people and I have nothing but loads of love to be given away. Even if I may not be loved fairly in return, it's okay. God isn't blind, nor He is stupid. ;)

"Pray to your God, Open your heart,
Whatever you do, Don't be afraid of the dark."
-Night of the Hunter, 30 Seconds to Mars.