It's time.

For a breakaway.

Maybe it is the best thing to do right now.

I'm sorry but I never meant to hurt anyone. You can keep your dirty little secrets because I have no interest already to dig them. Keep all the sneaking out to yourself. I don't think the explanation is relevance after discovery.

It's amazing to see how something great turned out to be pretty ugly.

Change

It's pretty baffling that when you have changed, people suddenly think there shouldn't be any change. When things were not up to their expectations, they demanded for change.

I have changed, yet again; in certain aspects. People called me childish, controlling, lazy, arrogant, spoilt, etc when they don't actually put themselves in my shoes, when they don't go through what I have gone through. However, I changed. I want to make people happy.

Still, people give me double-standard treatments.

It makes me wonder, if there is still anything wrong with me.

I'm not mad or angry. I'm just sad. Sad because I have so much faith in people, yet people don't even care.

Perhaps lying has become a part of them.

"We must be the change we want to see."
- Mahatma Gandhi.

I wish you were right, Gandhi, because it doesn't seem to be so for me now.

After 2 weeks in campus...

Everything is pretty much okay. It's been a while since I last blogged. Sorry for that, if I ever kept anyone of you waiting for new entries. I have no idea when the hell am I going to get myself that freakin' Maxis Broadband. Thank goodness I won't be paying for it alone.

To start with, I am taking 6 subjects this semester:

• Fundamentals of Organizational Behaviour
• Principles of Business Law
• Writing for Mass Media
• Public Relations Principles
• Communication In The New Economy

Just struggling to finish pronouncing one subject takes 3 seconds. Let alone spending 2 hours or more with the subject itself.

I enjoyed Public Relations Principles, thanks to Ms. Vaneetha. She made it fun for me, well; I think she's fun! I never slept in her class or get annoyed.

Yes, I do get annoyed in one particular class and I'm not naming the subject. The lecturer is terrible. Wahtderfark is wrong with her?! I wish Fuad was in the class to keep on debating with her about the relevance of her examples and explanations. I simple cannot, because she's so k*****. ( please do not mind me for my vulgarity)

I think she doesn't like me and Tiqa because we give weird looks when she explains something that we know is not making any sense at all.

She ruins the subject and my Mondays. Damn.

Oh, and I've figured out what to do with my hair. CRASHministerofpropaganda, thanks for the indirect inspiration ^_^